My friends son died today after fighting for 54 days.
Archive for March, 2007
Can this day get any worse?
Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am alone now
Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
D and M are at home together and I am in Dublin alone in my body. I am very detached but I don’t want to go to bed because when I go to bed I will have to get up in a day that has 24 hours of being alone. I know that it is [...]
Tomorrow is the end of now
Posted in Uncategorized on March 15, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am sitting in the same chair I was sitting in at this time last week. I had just opened my mouth and said “I am eight weeks pregnant” in the company of my mother & father.
Tonight I am sitting here trying to bag tie together the pieces of my broken heart and make it [...]
I wish I could rationalise it this time
Posted in Uncategorized on March 14, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
but I can’t. I cannot think of one good reason why I should have two babies die inside me in the space of 6 months. I cannot think of one fair thing about seeing a heartbeat at 7 weeks (twice) and then finding out at a later date that it has stopped.
Which is more cruel? [...]
I wish I knew I was having my baby with her
Posted in Uncategorized on March 9, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I got a call from my Ob today (from her herself not the secretary)… she congratulated me etc and then told me that I have an appointment to see her on april 3rd but that she will be on a plane back into Ireland on the 3rd… she gave me two choices
1. Go on the [...]
Bum diddy bum diddy bum
Posted in Uncategorized on March 1, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
We saw the heart beat today. One perfect heartbeat, big and bold and plain to see.
There isn’t any peace from it though. That is not strictly true. I have peace for the fact that there was one heart beat as opposed to two or none. But it doesn’t assure me that I will take a [...]
