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Todays scan

Todays scan went well. Lining is 10.1mm which is lovely. Right ovary has 10 follicles measuring 10 – 13mm (with one 16mm) and another 2 measuring 5mm & 8mm. Left ovary has 7 measuring 10 – 13mm & 2 measuring 6mm & 8mm.
I remain on 150iu Puregon, stopped my aspirin this morning and it is [...]

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Today is an un-day

There are many many reasons why this day is different in my life.
This day 12 years ago I made the huge (although at the time small) decision to end my own life. That Thursday came at the end of a hard time of not coping in which my inability to keep my head above [...]

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I feel I should clarify something for the non IVF’ers.
Not all follicles contain eggs (which IVF3 thought me very well).
Not all eggs are mature
Not all eggs that are injected with a sperm (ICSI) will fertilise
Not all fertilised eggs will make it to day 5
So, while I had 16 follicles yesterday I would only expect 12 [...]

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How do you go back?

I should have posted this on Tuesday but I was more than a little distracted about the scan yesterday so I didn’t.
On Tuesday morning I sat on an interview panel for the first time. It was an eye opening experience. There was only one candidate being interviewed (as I had asked for an [...]

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One down, 2 to go

Scan went well today. Lining is 7.2mm (up from 2.4 the other day). I have 16 follicles, 9 right, 7 left, worth measuring with a few smaller ones. I’m back on Friday for another scan.

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It’s done

He cut my hair, short! Not as short as in the other picture but WAY shorter than it was.

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Alone again, naturally

My mother has been visiting with us since Thursday. She had her hip replaced almost 5 weeks ago and she came to stay with us for a break from the monotony of being in her own house and it was well needed as she was stir crazy. She is not hard to mind [...]

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My legs are knackered!

For some reason my legs are really tired tonight, like I was standing on them for a long time yesterday or today but I wasn’t. They also feel restless so I am putting it down to the steroids. I need to sleep tonight so they better not keep me awake!

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I am scared

8.30am (with breakfast) 500mg Metformin, Viridian Multivitamin, Viridian B12
2pm (with lunch) 500mg Metformin
8pm (with dinner) 500mg Metformin 0.5ml Suprefact sc
I am so so so scared that I will put everything, including the kitchen sink, into this cycle and I will come out the other side with nothing. There aren’t words to describe the visceral [...]

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Gentle Face

There is another new entry immediately below this one but I wanted to keep them separate.
This morning, while lying in bed, I realised that D has a clenched jaw EVERY TIME he fights doing something, hits me, throws something etc. It was an eye opening realisation. So today we started “Gentle Face”. [...]

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