How I Feel I Look & What’s Going On With Us

I am off track. Completely. I can’t figure out why I am sabotaging myself left right and centre. I felt the same as I approached the 200lbs mark but it didn’t last long. Now I am lighter than M which only happened once, for one day, 8 years ago and I [...]

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The landscape of my life

I have started so many posts in my head recently and not gotten them down in print. J is pulling to stand at everything now so I am babyproofing on the hoof. Today my couch was cleared off because he figured out yesterday that he can pull up at it. Oh this [...]

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Housekeeping

Yesterday M & I moved some couches and a bed from our house to my PIL’s house leaving lots of space in our house. YAY! There is a lot of sorting to be done here but there was no room to sort anything. Now there is
The first bit of sorting [...]

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Not a good month

6 years ago yesterday I had a laparoscopy to check if everything was where it should be before we started IVF.
3 years ago yesterday I had my first ERPC.

3 years ago at the end of the month my brother agreed to stay in a mental health facility so that my sister could get some sleep.
In [...]

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Widow Twankie

The central heating is back on and therefore the tumble dryer is off limits! I reckon there are 11 loads of laundry to do in a week so I did up a schedule to get them all washed and dried (in the house) without having to use the dryer. Obviously if it is [...]

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It was easier to be fat

Well, it was! I could wear a pair of jeans four days in a row and not be bothered. I could easily wear the same long sleeved tshirt two days in a row without it looking any worse than it did the day it went on me. I didn’t iron my clothes. [...]

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