I can’t let go of my outer child June 5, 2006Posted by Laura in Uncategorized.
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I realised today what I have known all along… I am actively not letting go of “D The Baby”… he continues to wear babygrows when the weather is cool, he is still rear facing in his infant carrier in the car, I refuse to cut his hair etc etc. The weather is warm at the moment and so he is just in a vest (with shorts if we are going out) but I am still not ready to give up the babygrows on colder days.
With the upcoming cycle and the fact that D is going to visit the Panda Enclosure I need to organise his forward facing seat in case they need to go out while the eggstraction is happening but I am still reluctant to buy it.
Part of me is waiting to know if this cycle is successful before I let go of “D The Baby”. I am so afraid that he is my last baby and I don’t want to look back and say “I wish I had let him be a baby for longer… or I wish I hadn’t made him grow up so quickly”